Happy Monday

I hope everyone had a nice weekend. I most definitely did. I went home to Chesapeake on Saturday morning to visit my family. Mainly because my Aunt Terri told me she was cooking a big dinner and she was making my favorite...Mac&Cheese. My main reason though for going to VA was b/c my aunt really wanted me to come. So I broke down and said okay. I got there in good time Saturday afternoon. It was nice and sunny...actually it was hot as hell. I went to pick up my sister and the kids and brought them over to my aunt's house. Then Trina brought Tiana over as well. So I got to see all my nieces and nephews. Anyway, I wanted to take Tiana to the mall to get her some summer clothes, so I volunteered to watch Tavon (Trina's baby son) and take him with us while she went home to catch up on some homework. So, Tiana, my sister and her son Jay, Tavon, and myself headed to the mall. Other than Jay acting like a crazed child in the mall, everything was cool. Soon as we got home, Tavon started crying like someone was killing him. And he would not stop crying for nothing. Wasn't hungry, wasn't wet, even when you held him he cried (Kiya says he has colic, but she says that about everybody). I got SO FRUSTRATED. I couldn't believe how frustrated I was. I just put him back in the carryall and walked away and told my aunt to handle him. I don't think I"m cut out for kids. I dont' have the patience AT ALL. Even though I would love to have some one day, I don't think I'm the mother type. Maybe I would be a bad mother, not sure, but I just know it's turning out not to be for me.

So anyway...my brother has a new girlfriend. I tried so hard to find something about her that I don't like (mind you...i've never met her before) but I can't find one thing. She's about to graduate from college, she has her own place, she goes to church, she has her own car, no kids. Ohhh...found something...what the hell is she doing messing with my brother?????? But seriously, I think I subconsiously don't want to like her b/c of the fact that Trina (my brother's ex girl and Tiana's mom) is SOOO close to the family. She's been around forever. She is basically like my sister. Her and my mom were really close before she died. And I think that any girl that comes after that is going to feel weird b/c she's always going to be around. I know my brother deserves to be happy and move on, and I don't have to like the girl, but I don't think I'll ever accept her into the family like I will Trina. Shoot, we've know Trina for 10 years. Anyway...my brother was supposed to bring the girl over for dinner on Sunday, but she backed out. I think because she might have felt a tad uncomfortable. I mean, Trina was going to be there, and so was I. I think my brother tells her that we still are really tight with Trina, so she feels some sort of way about meeting us. But I did see her....she's cute.

One more thing before I go...my cousin Nicole got mad at me over the weekend b/c didn't stop by her house and say hi. First off...I told her I was coming to VA to see my aunt. Thats the ONLY reason I came. So she caught a SERIOUS attitude and pissed me off. Talking about I could have stopped by there, and my aunt is not the only one on the street. Why is she so pressed. It's not like she comes to visit me AT ALL when she comes to MD. I don't make a big deal about that. And furthermore, I always hang out with them when I come to VA. So she needs to stop acting like she is my man!!