Hatin on me

I know that I usually blog on entertainment, but today I felt compelled to blog about me. I'm going to hate on myself today.

First off, I made a doctors visit yesterday and was appalled by my current weight. I mean, I'm not EVEN going to get into how much I weigh, but just know that it is a far cry from my college days. I'm not saying I'm BIG Luther, but you can call me LIL Luther....Now, I find myself becoming like one of those people that I used to laugh and joke about in college. You know, the old heads you used to see come back for Homecoming and they always put on a few pounds and looked totally different. You know what you used to say, "Damn she blew up". I refuse to be one of those people.

I'm so not used to this weight. I'm still trying to adjust to the fact that when I go in the store I can no longer find my size. And don't let me go in the store w/ ANY of my friends b/c all their asses are a buck o five. And then those skinny bitches always want to give you moral support. "You're not THAT big". What the hell is THAT big? What does THAT refer to? Things that make you go hmmmm....

I was always small in high school and for most of high school I didn't have any shape. Then around maybe junior or senior year I started to fill out more in the derierre. By college I gained that freshman 15 but it went to all the right places. So I thought I was a brickhouse!! Now, I'm just a damn house...LOL.

So, I've officially started a semi-diet and workout plan. I've committed to losing at least 20 lbs before the summer gets here and I have a couple of friends in tow who are being supportive and doing the same. I'll keep you posted on what happens.